Accompaniments

You could've been so much more to me and yet you are nothing too sometimes. Where all am I supposed to look for your consort Devi? You want me to think he will never be back for he has left me alone. There cannot be two ways about it, nowadays I preach my way or the highway; you know it, so sing it. Throw yourself up to this side and let me take away all of your discomforts and misery. If we too are like gods in some ways, then we are to exercise our rights. 

      I just know for real, that my mother's face and my face are very similar. I make mistakes! Everybody does, I can be tired and try to enjoy myself at the same time. 💕

I hate somebody with all my being in this house. Must be somebody with mostly my behaviors, otherwise I wouldn't. 

How easy is it to love yourself? When you look into the mirror knowing that tat mirror is the only solace that's to be provided to you today, because the reset is just every day, noise and chores included? Me, a daughter staying in a big city feeling sorry for her father who didn't get the rank he deserved more than anybody else and the mother who despite being very talented in statistics didn't get the recognition she desired. Merely writing about this is making me sad. There were times when my parents used to be running the show, or that's what I mostly thought. Now the game is completely in my hands, and I must watch movies in order to save my parents? I am enjoying too much is it? Is that what the complaint is?

Hello Friends and Family

 After a long time of wondering, self-doubt and existential crisis encounters, work as a typical Indian child seems like the best job profile on the market. Which reminds we, do I need to keep a check on all the ups and downs of a stock market? I am not exactly jealous of all the successful actor children, I'm nervously happy too because something tells me the high is short lived. To all the respectable people over here, may you all continue to breathe and strive provide closure to all of my OCDs. 

                                                                                                                     With natural black, will the contrasts increase or lessen? I feel knowing and doing my bit is enough. Anyway, I will need to remove the bunch of most unnecessary characters. I you own a MacBook or a Windows PC, it doesn't matter because we have a long way to go and the things that I've been lucky enough to see I'm so amazed that I watched a Porche overtake my dad's car, Ciaz. There is no way my story could be much better or worse, with god's evening prayers of course; he/she puts us in a greater pickle.     

                                            It’s great to hear that you’re interested in cultivating gratitude in your life. Gratitude is a powerful emotion that can help you focus on the positive aspects of your life and improve your overall well-being. Here are some tips to help you get started:

1. Keep a gratitude journal: Write down three things you’re grateful for each day. This can help you focus on the positive aspects of your life and cultivate a sense of appreciation.

2. Use visual reminders: Place reminders of things you’re grateful for around your home or office. This could be a photo of a loved one, a piece of artwork, or a quote that inspires you.

3. Learn prayers of gratitude: Many religious traditions have prayers of gratitude that you can learn and recite. These can help you cultivate a sense of thankfulness and appreciation.

4. Ask yourself three questions: What have I received from __? What have I given to __? What troubles and difficulty have I caused? These questions can help you reflect on the positive aspects of your life and identify areas where you can improve.

Remember, cultivating gratitude is a practice that takes time and effort. But with persistence, you can develop a more positive outlook on life and enjoy the many benefits that come with it. 🌟

AM I MADE FOR THIS?

 Who created these methods of online journaling?

What is the background of your parents?

• What inspired and influenced these articles?

• What did they call this type of training; did they give it a name?

• Do they make reference to Equity and Diversity in their training?

• Did they set up their own acting schools?

• What do these methods and techniques have in common?

The Best of My Best

 Darkness Looms and We Become Scared

Do we need to be scared? I feel poor at heart sometimes, like I have no money to give to anybody but buying gifts also is a huge responsibility, we are all strange and lonely in this process of natural and unnatural living.

Do we need to share all of our things to everybody? We can't catch a break! I need to stay in a hotel room desperately, otherwise my soul will not be able to move into heaven. Just buying this laptop has taken so much time that I am not even happy or thankful that I have this. I am weary of the Baby Boomers, that have been throwing their weight around too much.  I need to find a way to take care of babies and chil rearing. Maybe this is my opportunity to put out there some. 

How to take care of a baby boy or girl.

All of My Weaknesses

 Never show your weakness to others, they will only laugh at it and point out the various ways in which they can be exploited. Sextortion and cybercrimes relating money have reached an all-time high and there is no reprise from it. Maintaining a shroud of religiosity and spirituality are key to being so magnanimous that everyone will look at you they cannot help it! Being that knowledgeable and that good looking. I'll stay ousted and making a dozen other interactions where I'm supposed to keep interactive exclusivity. Listening to people talk about their bad experiences and good experiences both s a sign of virtue. Now I've reached the point where I can home school a few toddlers at least. The slowest kids need remedial help, and the stigma on being a remedial student must be washed off because it is extremely psychologically impossible for the child to pick up something at the same time when they're supposed to be sleeping. Did caring off others make me a better person? NO! They say caring and serving others helps one feel better but sorry that's a lie right there. I felt the worst kind of person absolutely. I am made to make mistakes and be the maddest. I mean exactly how many more major diseases can fit me at the same time. Some bloke took my name and made it famous...

Every time I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights, the possibility of roaming a different city every night and day is immense. Oh right! I'm scared because unlike me the world gets up prepared for when they are billionaires. All the time low, doesn't suit me further than a rose bush drinking Fanta. That's some incredible product placement right there! There Grammarly apps and my Dell Inspiron 14 5410 2-in-1is working exceptionally well after getting the entire screen and keyboard replaced. These products are for life. You play around with this stuff too must and it breaks. Maybe my touches are too hard, do I need a stylus to write with this huh?

Since, nobody is going to be reading this website's blog, I must not say that I am bored of this! Writing all of this I mean because then you will know how much I depend on you all to have been in love with me and my writing all the time. I am so grateful because mother nature would have taken away my life with a hit of a button, but she did not. The Holy Father inside of whom I reside, all took mercy on me and made me a better human being, who is kinder and better. I love seeing people around me lounging and relaxing their entire body because. Just like you God and Goddesses, Devi and Devta, we are also so busy dear Jesus Christ, you have also helped in opening many doors, along with the other gods. Thanking my weaknesses and my sureties for this article writing non mind block due to laziness?

Fame, Money & Fortune: Social Media

The greatest strength of social media is its democratizing tendency. We don't need anyone to tell us about ourselves. We can actually communicate with each other whenever we want. Close to 80% of all content on Social media is generated by 10% of the users.  That 10% are most social on most social issues. They are the local fringe. When you have a local minority that is perceived as the majority the rest will actually self silence or we will actually go along to get along. Just because we don't want to feel left out.

Most times most of the likes on Social media are made by bots. So trusting has become a major issue nowadays because one minute you're talking to someone and the next you don't want to see their face because you fell out of love or some shit. In the end, you're just worried about what others might think about you. Are you even slightly worried about what you think about yourself?

My Workplace Dilemma

I have a seat right next to you, 
I don't want to be anywhere else now.
Other than right here, right now. 
I am falling into the abyss, you won't be able to save me. 
I've all but consumed my burning candle.
I have yet more to give, more than ever before, are you ready?

I am melting inside, drop by drop.
I'm your vessel, you'll have me soaring through highs and lows. 
I will be yours and only yours because it is meant to be this way, you and me. 
Forever together, a fate so eternal it's hard to even see clearly anymore. 

I will cook for you and I will clean for you. 
I will breathe for you, I will sleep for you. 
Is anything even for me or mine anymore?

Never Settle is a Myth

 Now that I'm earning money and my family is comfortably settled in my hometown Kolkata, I alone toil at my workday day in and day out. It is very hard for me to believe that there are still people out there hankering for marks at some teacher's desk saying their parents will hit them hard with a chappal if they don't pass and these kids will mostly be boys because I think most girls pass in school with flying colors. Kudos to my my above par learning capabilities coupled with a self made mindset to achieve all my goals till my dreams become a living reality. 

In the past few years, I have not met a soul yet who didn't say that their dream car is Ferrari, I recently saw a video that claimed that if I stop smoking cigarettes right about now I could buy my dream car at 40! Which being a Ferrari means that I will have to quit smoking. A very hard habit to quit as a young adult in today's world. I now am 5 feet 2 inches of pure  unadulterated joy that fills my lungs with every clear breath I breathe. 

I have ditched this vice now or I might realize I have a funny feeling in my lungs one day. No one ever wants to look like the guy on the box I'm sure.

Definitely Maybe

We are holding on to our lives by the hinges. Very incomprehensible and the most intricate thing on the planet. Most probably we do not even have any other being in existence other than ourselves and if you don't realize that and work towards your goal nothing else will. 

We need to find motivation within ourselves and teach ourselves to be good samaritan that is responsible for themselves and enthusiastic about life. My freedom is only limited to myself and that is the most responsibility you can handle. We need to be secure in our skin and within our bodies. Treat your body like a temple and you shall have infinite freedom when you're completely in control of yourself. You are the engine that drives you; you can change gears anytime you want and it will mean the world to you and only you. 

You are responsible not only for yourself but also for the lives around you, you need to keep reminding yourself that you understand nature. If you flow with the river you will reach your destination but if you try to swim against it, most probably you will be stuck in the same spot your entire life. We need to be open-minded if we want to accept ourselves first then the rest. 

Work relentlessly towards your goal and the rest will follow. 👽

Our Lives: A Brief Memoir

 We are all just one small piece of the puzzle that is life. We are the way we are because we were sent to the Earth with a purpose, which is to experience earthy life on our own terms. We have never been freer as we are at the top of the food chain and in full control of our actions. 

We need to live our lives honestly and realize the importance of self-discipline if we want to succeed in our endeavors. We are constantly at a war with ourselves and represent god, the highest energy in all our actions. We need to remeber that actions speak louder than words and after a point life is nothing but Dharma. Dharma towards our community, society and the very fact of our existence. We are by nature animals that chose at step to rise towards higher energies which make our living larger than life itself. We need to know and acknowledge our self worth whenever we are in doubt and remeber that we are playing certain roles on this planet that determine our future directly. 

Anyone who is even remotely spiritual understands that spirituality is not a hidnerance; spirituality is in fact the greatest gift mankind received from their maker. the supreme source of energy did not blindly create this world without thinking for each one of us. We are two parts of one big whole. Remind yourself in times when you're losing your faith that help will come if you ask for it.

we are God's children and blessed to be a part of this experience. Live life to the fullest! And never let anything or anyone get you down. You are the master of your own self and always be aware of that in any situation. Believe that your current situation i of your own making and one day it will all make sense, so till then constantly reward yourself for your good deeds because they are what determine your character the most. 💗

Children at Heart

We are all growing old and have no concerns seemingly about life and death. We all just want to enjoy the time we have together left on this planet Earth. If I have big problems in life I will keep trying to find bigger solutions to them, we are all just pawns in the big picture. There is no one else here but us, in the entire expanse of the universe, to me everyone is an alien trying to figure out their way of living life so we can all settle down and enjoy the ride that's been prepared for us by the supreme energy that is 'I'.

Have you ever thought about how blessed you are with all of the organs and limbs that you have inside your body, being cancer free and knowing you have a lifetime to live? In this video game, we have all the control, and not once will we ever lose that, because someone said, "A man is completely free when they realize they can be in full control of themselves."

Old age is not something to be afraid of or even deter in any way. Age like fine wine and you shall be the happiest human being.Life is here to teach us certain lessons that we have left to learn and for the sake of those we will keep taking re-births and decide our destiny by ourselves. We are nature and nature is beyond comprehension. You either live with nature or work against it which honestly will not get you nowhere. Be on a straight path to get to where you want in life. And remeber to always do what makes you feel young! There's no stopping you! You are the best. 💗